This week I have felt pretty down. Both days I had ketamine I fell asleep around 5:30 in the evening and slept pretty much straight through till 8:00 the next morning and struggled getting up still. Didn't have any motivation to do anything, pretty much just felt like I was existing. Felt hard to make it through the night. I wondered how am I going to get through tonight. Felt like a tall task. I'm hopeful that next week will be better. I really hope the ketamine works and I start feeling better like I did after the first treatment. One positive is I didn't have any serious intrusive thoughts that I can remember.
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